It makes me angry… so very angry… when someone decides, on their own, to take their own life.
How dare they, decide for themselves, to kill that which is not their own.
How selfish does one have to be, to kill themselves, without any thought or consideration to the devastation that they will certainly leave in their wake, in the hearts of those that they leave behind?
Our lives are not our own.
Our lives are a compilation of all the people we meet along the way, and, of the experiences we go through, with those whom we are so fortunate enough to share some time with.
We all create relationships, good and bad, with a countless number of people, every single day of our lives.
We all have Mothers and Fathers, some of us have Brothers and Sisters, Aunts and Uncles, Nieces and Nephews, Sons and Daughters, and FRIENDS…, we all have FRIENDS.
Most all of these people, are not ready to say ‘Good-Bye’…, ever!
What a horrible thing for someone to do… to take their own life… to kill themselves!
Only to leave so many of us with questions, questions that demand answers!
Questions like, ‘Was I not worth living for?’ ‘Was your family not worth saving your life?’ ‘Were your friends not worth you living anymore?’
Now your dead…, and I…, I am still here!
What am I supposed to do now?! What are WE supposed to do now?!
YOU SELFISH BASTARD!!!
How can I give you my sorrow, how can I give you my compassion… when all you have given me is unbelievable pain and heartache?
If I were to give you my sorrow, if I were to give you my compassion, if I were to unleash all of my pain that you created inside of me because of your selfish act, then those around me just might interpret my expression of deep emotion towards you, in a very bad way.
Maybe, someone around me with a weak-mind, might just say to themselves, ‘Look at that guy over there. Look at him cry. Look at him hurt. Maybe, if I were to take MY OWN LIFE, maybe then, my life would be celebrated, and maybe then, tears would fall for me too, by those who say they love me!’
People get so mixed up in their heads.
Some of those weak-minds that get left behind begin to say, ‘Why do YOU get to go… and I have to stay?! Maybe I should join you, and then, then, I will be free of of my pain too!’
No… no… NO!!!
I am not that stupid. I am not that selfish. I could never do what you did, to the people that I love, to the people that love me.
Suicide is evil. It is an answer to your problems that cannot be fixed. You cannot take it back. Once you’re gone, you’re gone.
Life is given to us all, by our Creator, through our Mothers and our Fathers.
Cherish your life, if not for yourself, then for those who gave you life, for those who brought you into this world, and for those…, for those who love you, simply because you are alive.
God Bless!
